Sunday, July 26, 2015
my online journal day 2
today started off good and revival starts at our church today and i think it might heal my spirit because i feel broken because of the disease and it has put me in a depression. doctors tried me on medicine that don't help. about the thing doe is talking to my heavenly father. also a another thing that does help is watching Adam Sandler. I listen to Joel osteen on tv and christian music to drown out my pain and suffering. but glory to go i am still here. my dreams change because of this thing but i am a fighter. one thing i wanted to get well and try hunting mr. right and take a vacation to a place away from here.
Saturday, July 25, 2015
my online journal day 1
as much as i wanted to see be walking by the time Ashley came home for a visit i walking some just not on my own. plus i least wanted to be walking by the time pixels came on that didn't happened. but i still saw it with my mother. life don't always turn out the way you want it to. but i know god has a big plan for me somehow. i now after this is all over he will help me with my attitude and eventually lead me to the right man. i am suffering a lot with pain as well as depression. the problem of my depression is the fact of loneliness. just want some one to be there. sometime you get dealt a bad hand and have to make it good. i strive to do the best i can. keep on trying i cant be in a wheelchair for the rest of my life,
Thursday, July 9, 2015
the recovery
even though its been a long road. ever since alacare release me where i could now do rehab at the hospital the water aerobics help a lot with the pain. i stood up at church to sing america the beautiful. i am now getting my life back. i thank god for great family and friends. terrific church family. i am grateful for the thoughts and prayers. i had a bible with me read my scriptures and used what the word of god taught me. i know i was in the hospital the major holidays Christmas, thanksgiving and my birthday this year. thats ok i get to enjoy it this year and accomplish what i want. i got three new cousins coming this year and i will enjoy them. as well as trying to learn how to cook more stuff.
the scriptures were i turned to were Jeremiah 29:11, psalm 23. one thing this taught me i know things work out for those whose love god.
the scriptures were i turned to were Jeremiah 29:11, psalm 23. one thing this taught me i know things work out for those whose love god.
Tuesday, May 26, 2015
is this me
Every since i been sick i see a person i don't want to be. because truth is the person i want to be is what god wants me be. to be a walking young woman and teaching god's children again because it and singing for god is truly a blessing. I see a different person the one who has to be waited i hate that person. i have always been the strong determined person who loved to wait on others not only self. i know i am ready to walk again and fullfill my dreams. i don't who i am anymore
Sunday, May 24, 2015
My fight with GILLIAN bare
I have Gillian barre syndrome and it all started last November i was working 2 jobs i started passing out at work so my daddy comes and gets me and sits with me at the er. but they couldn\"t find nothing wrong with me. i was admitted eight times in a month. the nurse practitioner called me and drug addict. my mother said something is wrong with my baby and if ya\"ll can\"t find out what is wrong with her get her somewhere who can. i had already lost 75 pounds in a month, then i had gastritis in my stomach, then i had my gallbladder removed because it was not working, and they gave me a flu shot why i was still in the hospital and i was still sick.
it took a neurologist to find out what i had so in order to do that he had to do a lumber puncture he wanted my mom to step out i said you are not doing it unless she stays. she stayed and talked to me whole time. the next thing i knew i was on my way to UAB hospital on iron bowl weekend. there i tooked the ivig treatment. i stayed from iron bowl weekend till the end of November then on December the fifth i was moved to Spain rehab and stayed till new years day. but i had a good 3 weeks of therapy. so when i lefted my doctor who took care of me while i was down there said i recover better at home. they had parties for the patients and let us watch movies. when i got home i made it my birthday and i was back in Birmingham because i was sick. get back home i shortly lost my best friend patches Marie she was such a wonderful dog. i still have part of her in 2 of her puppies Moses and Lucy. i was taking therapy at home in April and still am in may. Now here i am today i can now stand again, got my disability and i had my family, church family, friends, and of course the lord i call god. most people don\"t know this but Andy Griffith had what i have. usually people who have gastritis gets guillain barre. most doctors say i was one of the lucky ones because i didn\"t have to have a trek and i didn\"t loose my lung function.
i am going to close with this the whole time i was in Birmingham there was a special song that a friend of mine wrote called god alone. it got me through the days and my mom and god was with me the whole time. now that i am home and standing again i hurt worst and still bad tingling. but i am truly grateful to be alive. now i am back in church again and still recovering. also it most who have it gets over it and its reversible. there is a great recover rate.
praise god praise god.
links for guillain barre:
http://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/guillain-barre-syndrome/basics/definition/con-20025832
it took a neurologist to find out what i had so in order to do that he had to do a lumber puncture he wanted my mom to step out i said you are not doing it unless she stays. she stayed and talked to me whole time. the next thing i knew i was on my way to UAB hospital on iron bowl weekend. there i tooked the ivig treatment. i stayed from iron bowl weekend till the end of November then on December the fifth i was moved to Spain rehab and stayed till new years day. but i had a good 3 weeks of therapy. so when i lefted my doctor who took care of me while i was down there said i recover better at home. they had parties for the patients and let us watch movies. when i got home i made it my birthday and i was back in Birmingham because i was sick. get back home i shortly lost my best friend patches Marie she was such a wonderful dog. i still have part of her in 2 of her puppies Moses and Lucy. i was taking therapy at home in April and still am in may. Now here i am today i can now stand again, got my disability and i had my family, church family, friends, and of course the lord i call god. most people don\"t know this but Andy Griffith had what i have. usually people who have gastritis gets guillain barre. most doctors say i was one of the lucky ones because i didn\"t have to have a trek and i didn\"t loose my lung function.
i am going to close with this the whole time i was in Birmingham there was a special song that a friend of mine wrote called god alone. it got me through the days and my mom and god was with me the whole time. now that i am home and standing again i hurt worst and still bad tingling. but i am truly grateful to be alive. now i am back in church again and still recovering. also it most who have it gets over it and its reversible. there is a great recover rate.
praise god praise god.
links for guillain barre:
http://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/guillain-barre-syndrome/basics/definition/con-20025832
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