my online journal day 2

today started off good and revival starts at our church today and i think it might heal my spirit because i feel broken because of the disease and it has put me in a depression. doctors tried me on medicine that don't help. about the thing doe is talking to my heavenly father. also a another thing that does help is watching Adam Sandler. I listen to Joel osteen  on tv and christian music to drown out my pain and suffering. but glory to go i am still here. my dreams change because of this thing but i am a fighter. one thing i wanted to get well and try hunting mr. right and take a vacation to a place away from here.