is this me

Every since i been sick i see a person i don't want to be. because truth is the person i want to be is what god wants me be. to be a walking young woman and teaching god's children again because it and singing for god is truly a blessing. I see a different person the one who has to be waited i hate that person. i have always been the strong determined person who loved to wait on others not only self. i know  i am ready to walk again and fullfill my dreams. i don't who i am anymore