All about me

MY NAME IS KRISTEN I AM 8 YEARS OLD. MY BIRTHDAY IS FEBRUARY 4, 1993. I HAVE A BIG BROTHER NAMED JASON. I GO TO ROBINSON SPRINGS ELEMENTARY SCHOOL. I AM IN THE SECOND GRADE, MY TEACHER IS MRS. HURST. I HAVE GREAT PARENTS AND A WONDERFUL GRANDMOTHER THAT LOVES ME VERY MUCH. MY PARENTS WORK DIFFERENT HOURS TO TAKE CARE OF ME. I NEED FOOD, CLOTHES, AND NEEDLESS TO SAY I AM A LITTLE SPOILED BECAUSE MY MOTHER WAITED TWELVE YEARS TO HAVE ME AFTER MY BROTHER WAS BORN. SHE SAID I WAS WORTH THE WAIT BECAUSE SHE ALWAYS WISHED FOR A LITTLE GIRL LIKE ME.

ON OCTOBER 15TH I BECAME A BROWNIE GIRL SCOUT. THAT WAS SOMETHING THAT I HAVE WANTED TO DO FOR A VERY LONG TIME. MY MOM TOLD ME WHEN THE TIME WAS RIGHT I COULD JOIN. THE TIME FINALLY GOT HERE. MY LEADERS ARE ALICIA HARPER AND HER MOM MS. DIANE. THEY WERE A BIG PART OF MY EARLY CHILDHOOD AND AS NOW I AM GROWING UP, I KNOW THEY WILL BE THERE TO HELP ME ALONG THE WAY IF I NEED HELP OR IF I  JUST NEED A FRIEND TO TALK TO. I WENT TO CAMP KWANIS TO THE PUMPKIN PATCH LAST SATURDAY WITH MY TROOP LEADER. WE HAD A BLAST. MY MOTHER HELPED ME CARVE MY PUMPKIN WHEN SHE GOT HOME FROM WORK. ALSO I HAVE  BEEN SELLING GIRL SCOUT  CALENDERS THIS WEEK TO HELP MYTROOP. I HAVE SOLD ABOUT FIFTHTEEN ALREADY.

I HAVE THREE PETS, ONE LARGE CAT AND TWO LITTLE KITTENS. MY PETS NAMES ARE PRECIOUS, SABRINA AND SNOWY. MY CHORES INCLUDE TAKING CARE OF THEM. MY MOM MAKES ME BATHE THEM,  GIVE THEM CLEAN WATER AND FOOD EVERDAY. ALSO I HAVE TO CHANGE THE LITTER BOX DAILY. I ENJOY PLAYING WITH THEM ALL OD THE TIME. THEY ARE SO SWEET AND CUDDLELY. THEY ARE EVEN ALOT OF COMPANY TO ME NOW THAT MY BROTHER IS ALL GROWN UP AND DOESN'T LIVE WITH US ANYMORE. I SURE MISS HIM ALOT.

I THINK WHEN I GET OLDER I WOULD LIKE TO BE A NURSE BECAUSE I ENJOY HELPING PEOPLE. I KNOW I WOULD HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL FOR ALONG TIME BUT THAT'S ALRIGHT. I LIKE SCHOOL. I WILL HAVE TO STUDY HARD AND MAKE GOOD GRADES. MY MOTHER AND MY TEACHERS IN THE FIRST GRADE MS. WOOD AND MS. LONG ALWAYS TOLD ME I WAS SPECIAL AND THAT I COULD DO ANYTHING I SAT MY MIND TO DO. I CAN I AM ALREADY ON THE A AND B HONOR ROLE. MY PARENTS SAY THATS A GOOD START. I WAS ALWAYS TOLD TO DO THE VERY BEST THAT I CAN DO AND TO TAKE PRIDE IN DOING THAT AND YOU WILL GO FAR. I BELIEVE THAT IS GOOD ADVICE.

MY FAVORITE HOLIDAY IS CHRISTMAS. I LOVE TO BE WITH MY WHOLE FAMILY. IT IS TIME TO SHARE GIFTS AND PRESENTS. WE ALSO GET TO SEE OUR RELATIVES THAT LIVE AWAY SOME WE DON'T GET TO SEE BUT ONCE A YEAR. WE ALWAYS HAVE MANY GOOD THINGS TO EAT AND DRINK. DON'T GET ME WRONG I LIKE THANKSGIVING TOO. AFTER DINNER WE ALL SIT  AROUND AND TALK AND THE KIDS PLAY A GAME OR TWO. THE PARENTS USUALLY DRAG OUT THE TREE ON THIS DAY TO GET READY FOR THE BIGGEST TIME OF THE YEAR AND THEN AFTERWARDS WE UMTANGLE THE LIGHTS AND GETTING THE CHRISTMAS DECCORATIONS OUT OF STORAGE AND THEN THE ADULTS MAKE A POT OF COFFEE AND THEN PROCEDE TO PUT THE CHRISTMAS TREE UP. IT IS ALSO A TIME TO REMEMBER SOMEONE ELSE TOO. IT IS THE BIRTH OF JESUS OUR LORD AND SAVIOR AND WHAT HE HAS DONE FOR US AND WHAT HE GAVE UP SO WE COULD HAVE EVERLASTING LIFE. MY WHOLE FAMILY USUALLY GOES TO CHRISTMAS EVE SERVICES ON THIS DAY.

I ALSO HAVE SOME VERY IMPORTANT FRIENDS IN MY LIFE WHOM I CALL MATTIE AND UNCLE BO. I KNOW I CAN DEPEND ON ANYTIME WE HAVE A FUNRAISER AT SCHOOL, I KNOW THEY WILL BUY SOMETHING FROM ME. I GUESS I AM REAL LUCKY TO HAVE SO MANY WONDERFUL PEOPLE IN MY LIFE THAT I CAN TRUST AND KNOW THAT THEY WILL BE THERE FOR ME.

I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THANK YOU MOM, DAD, JASON, GRANNY, PAPA JOE,AND ALL OF MY FAMILY I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME KRISTEN.

THE END

When a new year crosses

I know it has been awhile since i posted but these last 5 years has been the rough i had to fight Gillian bare. i had to show my faith i was tested it only goes to show you do not know strong you are till you have to be. According to the words of the wisest person i ever known my granny. She said to me my whole life  and to this day we all got to let sin out and man no weapon that is formed against thee shall prosper; and every tongue that shall rise against thee in judgment thou shalt condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the LORD, and their righteousness is of me, saith the LORD.
 Isaiah 54:17 We god to make room and let the lord in our hearts to guide us.
 bro Chris. put it if you wake up everyday like nothing wrong you are wondering where are you god. I am not perfect but i want to be like Christ. the word christian means to be more like Christ. i knew my faith was tested when i went through what i did. then 2016 i buried my papa, my great uncle and my daddy. who i loved very much but if i lead someone to Christ that's the greatest accomplishment. I was blessed to have a strong family a church family who will pray with you for hours. my moms and brothers strength helped me till i got back on my feet. But i glad the lord helped us all and i can not wait for what 2018 has in store. 11 For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end. Jeremiah 29:11. When we put on the armor of god the bible is the most powerful because we hide it and we study. that why you need church people to help you study in Sunday school. worship with fellow believers. our church is thriving if you dont have a church home come and worship with us we will love to have you
 if you are reading this i hope you find inspiration and confidence.

life

we never know how strong we are til we have to go through something dramatic. life is full of disappointments and you don't understand if pained me i couldn't leave to go on a trip and also it pained me i get called for a job and no response you feel like you have nothing else to give. you want to give up and call it a day. that is how i feel most of my days. but the bible tells us when one door closes another opens. the devil wants to ruined us and don't want us to have no faith. i have been unhappy along time and so have my mom.  i  feel the harder i pray i feel like nothing happens but i do know its wrong. when a mistake happens you learn from it and let never happen again. sometimes we got to trust the lord.  Proverbs 3:5-6 Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;in all your ways submit to him  and he will make your paths straight. we sometimes have to examine ourselves we cant alone we ask god for help and guidance Psalm 139:23-24 Search me, O God, and know my heart;Try me, and know my anxieties;And see if there is any wicked way in me, And lead me in the way everlasting. 
 

my online journal day 2

today started off good and revival starts at our church today and i think it might heal my spirit because i feel broken because of the disease and it has put me in a depression. doctors tried me on medicine that don't help. about the thing doe is talking to my heavenly father. also a another thing that does help is watching Adam Sandler. I listen to Joel osteen  on tv and christian music to drown out my pain and suffering. but glory to go i am still here. my dreams change because of this thing but i am a fighter. one thing i wanted to get well and try hunting mr. right and take a vacation to a place away from here.

my online journal day 1

as much as i wanted to see be walking by the time Ashley came home for a visit i walking some just not on my own. plus i least wanted to be walking by the time pixels came on that didn't happened. but i still saw it with my mother. life don't always turn out the way you want it to. but i know god has a big plan for me somehow. i now after this is all over he will help me with my attitude and eventually lead me to the right man. i am suffering a lot with pain as well as depression. the problem of my depression is the fact of loneliness. just want some one to be there. sometime you get dealt a bad hand and have to make it good. i  strive to do the best i can. keep on trying i cant be in a wheelchair for the rest of my life,  

the recovery

even though its been a long road. ever since alacare  release me where i could now do rehab at the hospital the water aerobics help a lot with the pain. i stood up at church to sing america the beautiful. i am now getting my life back. i thank god for great family and friends. terrific church family. i am grateful for the thoughts and prayers. i had a bible with me read my scriptures and used what the word of god taught me. i know i was in the hospital the major holidays Christmas, thanksgiving  and my birthday this year. thats ok i get to enjoy it this year and accomplish what i want. i got three new cousins coming this year and i will enjoy them. as well as trying to learn how to cook more stuff.
the scriptures were i turned to were Jeremiah 29:11, psalm 23. one thing this taught me i know things work out for those whose love god.

is this me

Every since i been sick i see a person i don't want to be. because truth is the person i want to be is what god wants me be. to be a walking young woman and teaching god's children again because it and singing for god is truly a blessing. I see a different person the one who has to be waited i hate that person. i have always been the strong determined person who loved to wait on others not only self. i know  i am ready to walk again and fullfill my dreams. i don't who i am anymore